I totally do not deserve to be called a blogger because geez, how long have I not blogged?
I don't know? Maybe FORTY-TWO DAYS??
That's like more than a month!

So, let's see, there's finals going on.. Ending on Monday - thank goodness...

Going to Sony Living With Nature Camp again.
This year, it's at FRIM.
I would say I'm a teensy bit more deserving this year since I wrote an essay for it.
And I'm going to wear the still-unmade reusable bag dress that's gonna scrap my skin more.
And since it's a freaking dress...
Yeah, The Green Turtles bloody better win this thing.
'Cause I'm not going to wear my first. dress. ever. as a teenage girl, in the middle of a forest (probably with leeches), at a camp and not get anything outta it.

SO. The plan is to go to JK's house after school on Monday to sew the teddies,
cut school on Tuesday to buy reusable bags
and celebrate the end of exam
by some book-shopping,
movie-watching,
Starbucks(or other)-drinking
and expensive lunch-and-dinner-eating
and crap-talking,
and majorly crazy laughing
and photo-taking
and. You know what, I'm kinda outta ideas, so I'll stop there.

Okay, here's the random part of the post:
Guess what? I'm playing Pet Society now!
That's right. I'M BACK!
Okay, I'm just uberly bored now. so yeah.
I kinda feel like writing to May Zhee and try out for Peer Publishing even though the date is kinda over.
Haahaha
Oh and I fell sick. Like 38.7 degree celcius fever-and-sore throat sick.
I'm addicted to TV now. My parents are less strict about TV now that my two bros exams are over and mine is on the way to closure(it rhymed!) so there's TV.
I'm watching Naruto and Avatar now. Hahahahha. I kinda like Naruto's story line. and Avatar's too. =D
I'm watching The Nanny very frequently. LOVE the show.
I watched Project Runway just this morning. LOL. HUMAN HAIR. Gawd, i love Chris March's idea of using that even though it's a bit creepy. And I love his laugh.
Hmm.. okay, think I should cut the randomness.

WAIT. i'm not done!
Just remembered something about the Ibar. ahahaha iBar, I mean. LOL. never mind, inside joke, too lazy to tell anyway.

So good night,
zeeeeeee

P.S: Oh my goodness,this post is just freaking fleeting.
P.S.S: I LOVE BHUTAN. (watched it on Australian Network. It's SO PRETTY in its way)

But we are going to Bukit Nanas and Butterfly Park.

Today's my mum' birthday. But I haven't seen her all day.
And I haven't wished her Happy Birthday over the phone just 5 minutes ago because I think wishing in person is so much better.
(Fine, truth is, I forgot to wish her until she hung up. *grimaces*)

I made her a scrapbook as a present.
I drew like a 3-year-old on 4 pieces of papers and then a tissue on each of the paper with like a story in it.
The first two pages was a reminiscence of one incident when I was four years old.
(I don't know why, most part of my childhood years that I remember was when I was four)
The next one page was a You're-the-greatest-mum-ever-and-I-love-you-forever speech.
And the fourth page was a huge Happy Birthday note.
(Shall not reveal my mum's age 'cause, well, age is a sensitive issue for women, right?)
I had the front page filled with my mum's age, written in three different languages and in number form. I think she hates me for reminding her. Hahahah.
I'll have to ask her about that tonight since I didn't see her face when she read it.
(I slipped it into her room when it hit 12 a.m. and ran off)

My dad is giving her a CD. She hinted really heavily that she wanted that.
Like this: "I want this CD for my birthday."
I don't know what's the name of the CD, though.
101 Love Songs, I think. (Chinese love songs)
I wrapped the gift for my dad immediately after I arrived at home.
I even stuck a piece of paper for my dad to write a Birthday note to my mum.
He was laughing so hard when he saw the paper 'cause he didn't know what to write.
In the end, he wrote "CF, Happy Birthday. KJ"
(CF is my mother's initial. And KJ is my dad's)
(My mother's name is definitely not Christian Fellowship)

I wonder where we're going to have our dinner.
But we're definitely going to get a cake.
Will be dropping by my uncle's bakery to try out a cake that the baker they're interviewing made as a sample. I hope that baker can bake well.
Otherwise, my mum will have a really memorable birthday this year. And it won't be in a good way.

Speaking of the bakery, my brother took over my job at the bakery along with my cousin.
Both of them had just been done with UPSR.
I have to say my brother is freaking good at the job.
He's very efficient. Very fast.
But he's rough when he's handling the bread.
I scolded him every five minutes when we're working together to package the bread.
But he's going to make an awesome cashier.
He's very witty so he'll be able to joke with customers and charm them once he gets over the I-hate-the-cash-register thing - which will take a long time.
The first time I used it, I kept saying sorry.
The second time - more "sorry"s.
The third - I almost cried.
I hate all the confusing little buttons on it.
But I guess I'm quite okay with it now.
I'm still confused but at least I don't feel so helpless anymore. Hahahah

1st off, I'm joining Sony again this year.
In a different group - me, John and Wei Ken.
They're okay. I mean, I don't hate them...
Fine, it isn't that bad. I like them. How's that?

2nd, I'm learning sign language to communicate with my deaf uncle and aunt when I'm working for them in the bakery. Oom Yin is teaching me.

Speaking of Oom Yin, she has a story to tell. So, I'll let her tell it. Hahaha.
(Will miss you in school tmrw, OY!)

Then speaking of my uncle's bakery, I love it to bits.
But that's besides the point.
Something awful happened today. ahahah
(I know, I put *laughters* behind the sentence with the word "awful" in it. I'm crazy.)
I shouldn't tell it online it's be equivalent to shouting it out to the world.
So, yeah, ahhaha, Lips are sealed.

Going to FRIM this Sunday!
Having a picnic there, too.

=D, zeeeeeee

I used to think that term as rude but I won't complain about it because it's so funny.
But now, I truly agree that Twilight fanatics should be known as that.

I reread the whole series for the second time because I was craving a good read.
Well, Twilight Saga is a good read...
But. It's just nauseatingly sick.

In the first two books, I was pretty okay with it because there wasn't such a huge amount of kissing and racing heartbeats..
Fine, there was a huge amount of those two and more but it was bearable.
But when I got to the third book...
I felt like throwing up half way through it.

I hate Bella.
I think she's just.. weak
I do not understand how a girl can just decide that she can't live without a person.
It's stupid. Not to mention, overly romantic.
Girls are supposed to like be pass that level now.
Why should you be so friggin dependable on a guy??
And I hate the part where she goes all:
"He's like a pagan god",
"No matter how many times I look at him, his beauty will always catch me off guard just like the first time",
"I can't believe he's mine",
"You would think that I would have got over this by now"

And there' are SO. MANY. CURSED. PARTS. LIKE. THAT.

I totally do not understand how I got through the four books without feeling like this the first time.

zeeeeeee

of Mushrooms.

I'm serious. I love eating them but I don't know why they just sorta creep me out.
Like this morning, I went outside to wait for my transport to come and get me,
I saw a couple of mushrooms in my garden and I sorta freaked out.
I just stared at them for like two seconds then finally reacted like this in my head:
'OH MY GOD! MUSHROOMS!'

Okay, I know I sound really dumb like I've never seen mushrooms in my life before but my garden(!) was the last place on earth I would expect to find mushrooms!

I know this is going to sound really silly but:
I approached the mushrooms guardedly.
And when I stopped in front of it, I raised my foot to give it a little tap.
So I did... tentatively as if the mushrooms will explode or turn into some mini alien space craft and start attacking me.
Well, obviously, nothing happened.
They're just mushrooms.
But, I just was a tad afraid of it.
(Can't believe I'm admitted that...)

If you're wondering about the title... I don't wanna talk about it.
I'll just tell you this: Star NiE, Mag Inc - FAILURE.

Now, doesn't that say everything?

I'm really upset now.
I'm going back to Johor in 1 hour 26 minutes time.
Hopefully, seeing all my cousins will cheer me up.

zeeeeeee

I'm actually just kinda bored now. That's why I'm blogging.
Geez. How does one blog when one is bored?

Okay, let's see what tabs I have on now:
this one - Blogger,
Universite Toulouse II Le Mirail - yeah, researching University stuff...
Then I have Google Translator on, too. 'Cause the Uni web page is all in French and I don't speak French..
I also have my blog on...
And, Sorority Life (Yes, I play Sorority Life on Facebook. hahahaha)

I was watching TV just one hour ago. But, there's nothing good on TV now.
Oh yeah, I watched Gossip Girls for the first time in my life just now. For half an hour.
Blair's really childish...
Chuck Bass is so... cold.
Reminds me of Edward Cullen.
But I think I like Edward Cullen better.

Ish. I'm so bored.
Speaking of boredom... That reminds me.. Back to the title.
I know, I know, it's weird! Of all titles, The Greedy Rabbit??
That's 'cause I was reading that book yesterday. Enid Blyton.
I missed that author so much I read the frigging boring book.
I actually have better books by him too. Like adventure ones.
But I miss the boring books.

Okay, I know this doesn't make sense..
I'm bored but I miss boring books.
Believe me, I don't get myself either.

Just commented on Jun Kit's status on Facebook, and Lisa's, too.
Ahh, I love Facebook.
Jasmine jie jie says I'm really addicted to the comp.
Honestly? She's SO right.
I can't live without technology.
My phone, my laptop(not mine, actually..) and the TELLY(I know I don't watch it much but I really do love it)!

Okay, I gotta go before my mum finds out I'm not in bed.
=D zeeeeeee

Happy Holiday,people! I'm rotting at home. I've been staying at home for about 4 days!!! Zeeeeeee, you're lucky that you're allowed to go Mel's house for moral project. Actually,we planned to carry out our moral project last Friday and this plan was perfectly organized last Monday by us. First,we're going to play basketball together(Li En,Nee Zhen,Hui Rou and I),after that,we're going to take pictures for the project and we even planned to have a picnic with lotsssss of food!

But now,eveything was ruined due to H1N1(problematic!!). Hui Rou's mom don't allowed her to leave her house. So,the whole plan was gone just like this,how sad??! You see,this H1N1 virus is seriously ruining our holiday. As usual,teens will be hanging out with their friends,laughing like morons and shop till their parents face bankruptcy. But now,most of our parents will give us a big NO NO for going out. My parents is still okay with it,just that I've to promise them to be extra careful.

Oh! Tomorrow,it's my fifth day for not going out(break my own record!!!) Me and bro wanna go shopping together since he has to buy stickers for his rubix cube,just like helping the cube to buy new outfits. I just wanna walk around,okay,with MASK. I remember that I was suffocating in school last Wednesday because of the MASK.

I wanna go to my friend's b'day party,but now......


PS zeeeeeee: Don't be sad,your parents won't lock you at home for the entire holiday.

With lovessSss,
yin =)

Mel just asked that ... approximately 5 minutes ago.
I'm at her house now.. Facebooking, Neopet-ing, chatting, reading blogs, blogging..

I just went thru Yi Lin's blog.
Yi Lin, HI! hahah
I wanted to study IB too.. Freaking expensive, though.
So I'm going to do Diploma instead and
I really, truly hope things work out for you 'cause you absolutely deserve it.
And, by the way, you're the one better off next time..
while your brother will rot in hell. =D

Anyway.. I'm in Mel's house now,
supposingly doing our Moral project but, no...
Yan Jun(yeah, she's here too), Mel and I are all on the comp.
Me - computer,
Mel - laptop,
YJ - notebook.
hahahahah. Chatting with Mel through MSN at the same time.
The main conver goes on in real life though.
ahhaah

I really wanna go to the On-The-Spot competition tomorrow but because of H1N1(@#$%&*!) MY MUM IS REFUSING TO LET ME GO!!!!
My dad says we'll decide tonight.
(VERY, VRY, FRIGGIN) Hopefully , I get to go.

I hate H1N1, so much!
I can't go anywhere!
My mother was even thinking of not letting me come to Mel's house for the project.. grrr.
And I really wanna go to Kinokuniya during the holidays with Mel, actually, but.
Because of H1N1, my chances are close to zero.

*bangs head on table*
zeeeeeee =(

I can't believe this is happening...
So many unfortunates in such a short time.
For personal bad-lucks, it'd be I failed for the first time in my life.
And I had to fail two subjects in one go.
I have to say I deserved it since I didn't exactly put too much effort...
Ugh. I hate getting punch in the face by my marks..
but, geez.. like I said, I deserved it. *raises both hands in the air in 'surrender mode'*

And there's the horrible incident that descended upon our school
- the death of Miss Chai because of freaking H1N1.

I can't say I was friggin depressed to the extent of crying when I heard the news
but.. I did feel kinda sad... and guilty.
Miss Chai was a really nice teacher. She cared but she didn't dare push us too much and all.
I took advantage of that and not do her homework..
So.. I feel horrible now for not completing my homework.

When I heard the news, I immediately pulled out the surgical mask I'd stored in my bag for days and put it on.
I didn't put it on before this because I hated wearing it -
the heat, the unable-to-drink-water-as-often-as-I-want situation...
But now, I just didn't notice the heat or anything.
I didn't even have the mood to drink my water once every ten minutes like I always do.

And I seriously can't believe that the school hasn't closed down yet.
C'mon! Someone died. Everyone's terrified and the school isn't closing down - what the heck?
Argh. I don't dare to go to school tomorrow. So.. I'm not going. I can always pretend I don't know I'm supposed to go to school right? They didn't exactly announce that there's still class tomorrow... so yeah.

I seriously hate this thing.
It's like fighting a war but worse.
You can't see your enemy coming... or hear them .
H1N1's just going to sneak up on you and go like "Tag! You're It!"
Next thing you know you're in the hospital, walking the thin line between death and life
and you'd be madly terrified, hoping that you're gonna fall to the 'life' side of the line.

Happy Holidays! Or at least... stay alive.
zeeeeeee