zeeeeeee
1st off, I'm joining Sony again this year.
In a different group - me, John and Wei Ken.
They're okay. I mean, I don't hate them...
Fine, it isn't that bad. I like them. How's that?

2nd, I'm learning sign language to communicate with my deaf uncle and aunt when I'm working for them in the bakery. Oom Yin is teaching me.

Speaking of Oom Yin, she has a story to tell. So, I'll let her tell it. Hahaha.
(Will miss you in school tmrw, OY!)

Then speaking of my uncle's bakery, I love it to bits.
But that's besides the point.
Something awful happened today. ahahah
(I know, I put *laughters* behind the sentence with the word "awful" in it. I'm crazy.)
I shouldn't tell it online it's be equivalent to shouting it out to the world.
So, yeah, ahhaha, Lips are sealed.

Going to FRIM this Sunday!
Having a picnic there, too.

=D, zeeeeeee
zeeeeeee
I used to think that term as rude but I won't complain about it because it's so funny.
But now, I truly agree that Twilight fanatics should be known as that.

I reread the whole series for the second time because I was craving a good read.
Well, Twilight Saga is a good read...
But. It's just nauseatingly sick.

In the first two books, I was pretty okay with it because there wasn't such a huge amount of kissing and racing heartbeats..
Fine, there was a huge amount of those two and more but it was bearable.
But when I got to the third book...
I felt like throwing up half way through it.

I hate Bella.
I think she's just.. weak
I do not understand how a girl can just decide that she can't live without a person.
It's stupid. Not to mention, overly romantic.
Girls are supposed to like be pass that level now.
Why should you be so friggin dependable on a guy??
And I hate the part where she goes all:
"He's like a pagan god",
"No matter how many times I look at him, his beauty will always catch me off guard just like the first time",
"I can't believe he's mine",
"You would think that I would have got over this by now"

And there' are SO. MANY. CURSED. PARTS. LIKE. THAT.

I totally do not understand how I got through the four books without feeling like this the first time.

zeeeeeee
zeeeeeee
of Mushrooms.

I'm serious. I love eating them but I don't know why they just sorta creep me out.
Like this morning, I went outside to wait for my transport to come and get me,
I saw a couple of mushrooms in my garden and I sorta freaked out.
I just stared at them for like two seconds then finally reacted like this in my head:
'OH MY GOD! MUSHROOMS!'

Okay, I know I sound really dumb like I've never seen mushrooms in my life before but my garden(!) was the last place on earth I would expect to find mushrooms!

I know this is going to sound really silly but:
I approached the mushrooms guardedly.
And when I stopped in front of it, I raised my foot to give it a little tap.
So I did... tentatively as if the mushrooms will explode or turn into some mini alien space craft and start attacking me.
Well, obviously, nothing happened.
They're just mushrooms.
But, I just was a tad afraid of it.
(Can't believe I'm admitted that...)

***

I'm reading the Twilight Saga for the second time now.
Not because I'm a Twitard(like some people on some forum call them).
But because I'm craving a good read so badly I'm rereading the Saga.
Suggestions, anyone?
I'm desperate.
To the extent of borrowing Enid Blyton books from Melissa.
(Yes, Enid Blyton, the guy who writes boring children stories:
I fell asleep when I was reading one of his books when I was nine years old)

I have too much time on my hands...
Fine, that's not true.
I have loads of homework still not done
and I'm supposed to have started studying for end-year exam
considering my I-don't-care-about-my-results attitude all year which had brought my grades lower than ever.
It gets worse every single exam.
I know I have to get studying.
But where the hell is my motivation and enthusiasm?
- not to mention my diligence as well..
I feel like slapping myself awake.
End-year exam is OCTOBER 5TH.
ONE MONTH AWAY.
And I've got so much ground to cover.

Argh.
I need to get out of my dizzying little dreamworld I get working.



zeeeeeee
If you're wondering about the title... I don't wanna talk about it.
I'll just tell you this: Star NiE, Mag Inc - FAILURE.

Now, doesn't that say everything?

I'm really upset now.
I'm going back to Johor in 1 hour 26 minutes time.
Hopefully, seeing all my cousins will cheer me up.

zeeeeeee
zeeeeeee
I'm actually just kinda bored now. That's why I'm blogging.
Geez. How does one blog when one is bored?

Okay, let's see what tabs I have on now:
this one - Blogger,
Universite Toulouse II Le Mirail - yeah, researching University stuff...
Then I have Google Translator on, too. 'Cause the Uni web page is all in French and I don't speak French..
I also have my blog on...
And, Sorority Life (Yes, I play Sorority Life on Facebook. hahahaha)

I was watching TV just one hour ago. But, there's nothing good on TV now.
Oh yeah, I watched Gossip Girls for the first time in my life just now. For half an hour.
Blair's really childish...
Chuck Bass is so... cold.
Reminds me of Edward Cullen.
But I think I like Edward Cullen better.

Ish. I'm so bored.
Speaking of boredom... That reminds me.. Back to the title.
I know, I know, it's weird! Of all titles, The Greedy Rabbit??
That's 'cause I was reading that book yesterday. Enid Blyton.
I missed that author so much I read the frigging boring book.
I actually have better books by him too. Like adventure ones.
But I miss the boring books.

Okay, I know this doesn't make sense..
I'm bored but I miss boring books.
Believe me, I don't get myself either.

Just commented on Jun Kit's status on Facebook, and Lisa's, too.
Ahh, I love Facebook.
Jasmine jie jie says I'm really addicted to the comp.
Honestly? She's SO right.
I can't live without technology.
My phone, my laptop(not mine, actually..) and the TELLY(I know I don't watch it much but I really do love it)!

Okay, I gotta go before my mum finds out I'm not in bed.
=D zeeeeeee
yin o
Happy Holiday,people! I'm rotting at home. I've been staying at home for about 4 days!!! Zeeeeeee, you're lucky that you're allowed to go Mel's house for moral project. Actually,we planned to carry out our moral project last Friday and this plan was perfectly organized last Monday by us. First,we're going to play basketball together(Li En,Nee Zhen,Hui Rou and I),after that,we're going to take pictures for the project and we even planned to have a picnic with lotsssss of food!

But now,eveything was ruined due to H1N1(problematic!!). Hui Rou's mom don't allowed her to leave her house. So,the whole plan was gone just like this,how sad??! You see,this H1N1 virus is seriously ruining our holiday. As usual,teens will be hanging out with their friends,laughing like morons and shop till their parents face bankruptcy. But now,most of our parents will give us a big NO NO for going out. My parents is still okay with it,just that I've to promise them to be extra careful.

Oh! Tomorrow,it's my fifth day for not going out(break my own record!!!) Me and bro wanna go shopping together since he has to buy stickers for his rubix cube,just like helping the cube to buy new outfits. I just wanna walk around,okay,with MASK. I remember that I was suffocating in school last Wednesday because of the MASK.

I wanna go to my friend's b'day party,but now......


PS zeeeeeee: Don't be sad,your parents won't lock you at home for the entire holiday.

With lovessSss,
yin =)
zeeeeeee
Mel just asked that ... approximately 5 minutes ago.
I'm at her house now.. Facebooking, Neopet-ing, chatting, reading blogs, blogging..

I just went thru Yi Lin's blog.
Yi Lin, HI! hahah
I wanted to study IB too.. Freaking expensive, though.
So I'm going to do Diploma instead and
I really, truly hope things work out for you 'cause you absolutely deserve it.
And, by the way, you're the one better off next time..
while your brother will rot in hell. =D

Anyway.. I'm in Mel's house now,
supposingly doing our Moral project but, no...
Yan Jun(yeah, she's here too), Mel and I are all on the comp.
Me - computer,
Mel - laptop,
YJ - notebook.
hahahahah. Chatting with Mel through MSN at the same time.
The main conver goes on in real life though.
ahhaah

I really wanna go to the On-The-Spot competition tomorrow but because of H1N1(@#$%&*!) MY MUM IS REFUSING TO LET ME GO!!!!
My dad says we'll decide tonight.
(VERY, VRY, FRIGGIN) Hopefully , I get to go.

I hate H1N1, so much!
I can't go anywhere!
My mother was even thinking of not letting me come to Mel's house for the project.. grrr.
And I really wanna go to Kinokuniya during the holidays with Mel, actually, but.
Because of H1N1, my chances are close to zero.

*bangs head on table*
zeeeeeee =(
zeeeeeee
I can't believe this is happening...
So many unfortunates in such a short time.
For personal bad-lucks, it'd be I failed for the first time in my life.
And I had to fail two subjects in one go.
I have to say I deserved it since I didn't exactly put too much effort...
Ugh. I hate getting punch in the face by my marks..
but, geez.. like I said, I deserved it. *raises both hands in the air in 'surrender mode'*

And there's the horrible incident that descended upon our school
- the death of Miss Chai because of freaking H1N1.

I can't say I was friggin depressed to the extent of crying when I heard the news
but.. I did feel kinda sad... and guilty.
Miss Chai was a really nice teacher. She cared but she didn't dare push us too much and all.
I took advantage of that and not do her homework..
So.. I feel horrible now for not completing my homework.

When I heard the news, I immediately pulled out the surgical mask I'd stored in my bag for days and put it on.
I didn't put it on before this because I hated wearing it -
the heat, the unable-to-drink-water-as-often-as-I-want situation...
But now, I just didn't notice the heat or anything.
I didn't even have the mood to drink my water once every ten minutes like I always do.

And I seriously can't believe that the school hasn't closed down yet.
C'mon! Someone died. Everyone's terrified and the school isn't closing down - what the heck?
Argh. I don't dare to go to school tomorrow. So.. I'm not going. I can always pretend I don't know I'm supposed to go to school right? They didn't exactly announce that there's still class tomorrow... so yeah.

I seriously hate this thing.
It's like fighting a war but worse.
You can't see your enemy coming... or hear them .
H1N1's just going to sneak up on you and go like "Tag! You're It!"
Next thing you know you're in the hospital, walking the thin line between death and life
and you'd be madly terrified, hoping that you're gonna fall to the 'life' side of the line.

Happy Holidays! Or at least... stay alive.
zeeeeeee
zeeeeeee
Gawwd.. SO much drama these days.
Something sorta horrible happened to me.
Actually, I wouldn't call it horrible.
It's just really saddening.
Feeling kinda hollow in my heart right now... but, gahh...

Anyway, good news is,

The WOW factor got shortlisted by the Star to be judged by Taylor's.

That's why I'm screaming.
It's friggin awesome. I mean out of the whole Malaysia, top 11!
When JK told me the news I choked and felt like throwing up.
It was kinda surreal at first.. it still is.
It's crazy! But I still want to get into top 3.
We're so close. It's just a little bit away.
I so love JK for doing such great graphics.
It makes me feel like my 1000-something-word essay is nothing.
Oh yah, he didn't just do the graphics, he did an essay, too!

I really think we should get into the top 3.
I'm not sure if I deserve this.
But I know Jun Kit should finally get credited for
his immense awesomeness in graphics and photography
and also, his unwavering dedication.
He wants this so much and his finally so close to it.
So for his sake, and mine
(I mean, c'mon, I also want the scholarship really badly),
I hope our group is chosen for finals.

Oh yah, to Oom Yin, Wei Ken and, especially, Muayyad, time to gear up.
Well, that is.. if we get into the finals.

Crossed fingers and held breath,
zeeeeeee
zeeeeeee
I find this really funny:
When I'm supposed to be stressing out about something kinda important like exam, I'm actually putting more effort in this blog compared to when I'm actually free to do so.

But, anyway, TERM TEST IS OVER!

I can see a lot of people around me were cheating during exam.
Funny thing was, they never try to extract answers from me.
I mean, I'm one of the top in class.. so it makes sense to come to me for answers right?
Instead, the cheaters cheated amongst their never-care-much-to-study group. LOL.
I mean, fine, some of them are pretty darned smart.
But they don't use those brains in studying.
So. If you copy their answers it's a bit like writing down crap answers on your own.
That is... unless they know what their doing. Like Add math.
Okay.. Revealing too much here, I'm going to get them into trouble. =P

Anyway, some exams that were bound to be finished really quickly like English and I dunno... Something else, left me and, of course, many others kinda bored.

Kim and Ryan were throwing balled-up papers at Mel's head.
I remember it was Cik Sara's period. She didn't do anything to stop them, like a teacher should.
But it was funny. So I didn't really mind. Hahhaha.
Sorry, Mel. hehe.

I was writing lots of emo poems. Lol.
I had this tune in my head, inspired by The Show, Lenka.
And I wrote my poems with the tune in my head.
So they all sound like bitter but masking up the bitterness everyday.
*Shivers*

I would like to share them with you guys!
But I'm just too lazy to walk to my room to get the tissues my poems are on.
(Yeah, I wrote them on tissues 'cause we can't bring extra papers to our desks..)

I decided to download Morzilla Firefox.
Purely because I wanna get rid of my IE7 Pro. hahahah

And, yeah, I announced this on Facebook but not here. So...
WE GOT INTO THE ON-THE-SPOT COMPETITION! =D
We, as in Elaine, Jun Kit and I.
Hope all of us win something.
I think JK has the biggest potential of winning something.
I mean.. HELLO? He's friggin doing the branding of the bakery my dad's working on
how can he not win something?

Currently editing my music playlist in my phone.
Clearing all the old songs to put in the new ones.
OH. Speaking of songs. This blog needs them!
Gotta create a playlist now. =D

with love, zeeeeeee





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