zeeeeeee


Ahahahh!! I feel so rockin'!

XD

See?

I. Don't. Need. A. Man.

I. Am. An. Independent. Girl.

XD

Gosh. i am so proud of myself.

XD
Oh?
yin o

cool?
Lalala..
Me=Ms.Independent?
=)


I feel disturbed,
Go away,
Get lost,
Move your ass away,xD
Wait,PMR owns an ass??
Whatever..

Learning how to LET GO,
Trying hard for it,
It didn't seem to work,
Annoyed.

Oooh ya,
GOOD LUCK TO ALL PMR CANDIDATES,
SORRY FOR WHAT STUPID THINGS I'VE DONE TOO =p

zeeeeeee
Smiles, smiles and more smiles today!!

During the meditating session,
I closed my eyes, trying to let go as the teacher instructs
(but to no avail 'cause I let go everyday).
I let the song get stuck in my head, and just breath.

Inhale,
Exhale,
Inhale...
Exhale...

Hmm.. It felt kinda good.
If I was sitting in my garden at home, it would be perfect.
*sighs heavily*

Gosh...haha, a drop of tear fell out of both my eyes!
And I yawned about 5 times. XD

The most memorable time, though, was after recess.

Pn. teo said "para pelajar yang dikasihi"
Oh. My. God.
"Beloved students"??
That was so sweet.

In her speech, I can feel how much she wants us to be successful in PMR.
Oh, and Pn. Seriati's, and Pn. Myrna's, and Pn. Suhaila's..
Gosh, all teachers want the best for us.
I was going to cry.

After that,
all
of us PMR candidates had to hug the teachers.

(Okay, fine, not hug.
Just thank'em for their teachings,
apologize for what we did wrong,
shake their hands..
That's what the guys did.
But when it was the girls' turn,
a few of the teachers started to hug.)

(Secret: I have never hug my father after I turn nine.
Hugged my mum only once or twice since then.
But I am more open about hugging friends since form1 thanks to Aina [3Finnix])

So, well, I when teacher called the Explorer girls..
I got up with my usual overenthusiastic manner and led my girl classmates to the front.

Aww... I almost cried. I can feel how much love our teachers have for us as we shake their hands (and hug them..for some) and I got all shaky when I got back to my spot.

I was feeling like crying.
Gawwshh..
I love our teachers. SO much.

Then, I started hugging almost every single girl classmate in line,
Cheryl, Oom Yin, Yeong Teng, Yee Teng, Yin Yu, Yee Shin, Ju Lin and so many more. =D
I also "air-hugged" Jun Kit and John, both my closest guy friends. =)
Later, I walked over to the Amiga girls' line I gave Yi Lin and Hui Jun hugs.

In the bus stop, I went on hugging some of the girls I'm not very close to but are friends with.

I have so much love, don't I? =D

All the best for PMR to all PMR candidates out there!!!

Love,
Z.yi =D

P.s: Oh my God, I actually forgot to blog about the ink-spilling incident!
But I. Don't. Care.
'Cause compared to what I've blogged about, that is not important.
Not. One. Bit.
zeeeeeee
Today, I'm sorta emo. 'Cause of various reasons.
I blogged on paper to sort things out 'cause my head is so clouded with misery it hurts.
Here it is:

Gahh.... today is such a lousy day...

1. Alice borrowed my library card to borrow a book from the library.

37 days from then, librarians came to me and say if I don't return the book tomorrow, I shall not get my PMR results.

I was so shocked.

I can finish a Sophie Kinsella novel in one day.
So how can a book with similar thickness not be finished within the week??

Gawwsh... I feel like taking my kitchen knife to her house, hold it to her throat and scream in her face.

Hahah. Nah.. due to my sorta blur and mild state of mind today, I don't really feel so viciously cruel.

I'm just gonna call her up, speak to her, calmly and sternly.

Also, I will never ever lend her my library card or anything else ever again.

2. My brain is feeling very weird day by day.
I forget stuff,
replace words that was meant to be with other words that holds completely different meaning,
walk to the right when I'm supposed to go left...

There's a lot more but I could not remember.
See? The system of my brain has gone haywire!

3. All I can think about now is
- Doodle, doodle, DOODLE
- Angels, angels, ANGELS.

I don't mind being a bit too happy about The Angels .. But doodling?
How in the world is doodling important now??

4. I'm on an emotional roller coaster today.

I started out hyper.
Somehow became emo.
Then, laughing for no reason.
Emo again.
More emo right after 'cause of the library card thing...

Return my hyperness to me!!
Or is my mind too tired to handle that today?

5. PMR
I'm thinking most of my problems are 'cause of that.

*Just then, Jun Kit called my name and asked if I was okay.*

LOL. Jun Kit just suggested that I bitch-slap Alice to solve my problem.

Hahahhah!! All of a sudden, I'm feeling like bitching around again.

Lol. Lol! John just said: *something I better not tell you* in Chinese.
It was hilarious!

Gosh! Feeling so much better now!

I heart my friends so much!

Rock on guys!

=),
Z.Yi

***

It's amazing what a crap session,
some laughs with friends
can do to bring back my usual never-tire craziness.

Gosh, maybe that's just what I need to kick me back to high gear!

Crap sessions = refueling.


Awesome! I just figured out what to do when I'm truly emo.

(By truly emo,
I don't mean every time I say :"I'm emo".
That's a complete fake-out emo.
It's when I don't say it,
I am emo.)

***

Lol. Lol!
It was Math lesson, and I found that there's a hole in my shirt (on my left shoulder).
So, I told Yeong Teng about it.

Guess what?
She brought needle and string to school!!

(It's 'cause one morning she found her baju kurung's pin loose
so she sewed it back on.
But she was afraid it would fall again
so she brought needle and string to school just in case.)

She said she'll help me sew it back on in the toilet during recess
but I insisted on her helping me sew it on then and there 'cause I felt uncomfortable.

So, she sew my shirt for me.

The end product wasn't neat 'cause she and I kept laughing as she sew.
(It was mostly my fault.XD)

Anyway,
Thanks Yeong Teng!!
Heart ya!

-and everyone else too!! X)

zeeeeeee
Why?

'Cause I ran out of shampoo today and had to use my mum's.

Her shampoo smells just like strawberry flavoured bubble gum.

Once, I went into her bathroom after she showered
and gosh,
it was a huge torture for my nose.

Not that I don't like strawberry flavoured bubble gum.
It's just...
I like it better in small doses.

I swear, I'm gonna make my mum get me new shampoo soon.
I cannot go another day with my hair smelling like that.
Nah-uh!

To make things worse, my butt seriously hurt.
I don't know what I hit...now a spot on my butt is bruised.
Every time I sit down, my butt hurts.
This is so stupid.
Ugghh!!
My butt is hurting so badly right now I would rather blog standing!

Also, I got back from school at two o'clock today, wet.
Very, VERY WET.


Still, the students who walk home are in a worse situation than I am..
They'll have to wait till the rain stops before going home.
And the rain lasted for an hour!

Gawwsh.. pity them..

I really hope I don't catch a cold.
With PMR coming next week,
I cannot afford to get sick.
zeeeeeee
Okayyyy~

So. I have not moved.

The move has been delayed.

The willow trees in our garden have been removed, though.
(Trees can move faster than humans.. wth)

At least I don't have to say goodbye so soon, right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Yi Lin!!!!


Hope I didn't damage your eardrums with my terrible voice when I was singing 'Happy Birthday"!

Owh, and also, my orange paper 'card' - Hope you like it.

That's it.
Very short post, I know....
But I'm not in blogging mood now...
And what's so interesting about studying for PMR?

NOTHING.

See?
So, till another day....
zeeeeeee
To my brother's room.

This means
goodbye to own bathroom.
Goodbye to creepy curtains.
Goodbye to study table.
Goodbye to lazy self.

Explain..

Dad got a Feng Shui guy to come and look at our house.
He said if I continue staying in my room,
I'll continue being lazy.

Also, he said I'm more suitable for my brother's room.
And he is more suitable for my room.
*grumps*

He also said the willow tree in our garden can get ghosts coming.
*more grumps*

A really cool thing is
the places we're most suitable to be at,
we are sort of drawn to it.

Example:
1. My brother like coming into my room and sitting on my bed a lot.

2. The best place for me to study - the family hall.
And I am studying there now.(fu-yoh! so geng)

Dad said he'll move us today.
So, adious, bedroom!
*sob*
(wth.why sob when I'm gonna be more hardworking?)
zeeeeeee
Okay.
One day, I said "Damn." in front of Cheryl.
Cheryl said," I don't like the word."
So I said, "Why?'
"You do know what it means, right?"
"No." Geez, I realize it don't know what it mean at all..
"It means go to hell."
*speechless*

So, I went home and check the dictionary.
Here's what it said:

1. (of God) condemn to everlasting torment.
*gasp* Cheryl's right!

I looked on and saw:

2. condemn; say that something or somebody is worthless, bad, etc.
So.. next time I wanna say "Damn", do I say "Condemn" instead?
eg. "Condemn it!",
"Condemn you!",
"Condemn him!",
"Condemn her!",
"Condemn.Condemn.Condemn!!"
wth...

There's still more:

3. used to express anger, annoyance, impatience, etc.
Ahh.. This. Is what I've been using it for!
Anger. Annoyance. Impatience. Frustration, too.

So... can I use this word?
If I use it, people might misunderstand, yes?

Gahh.. I'll just not use it.

It's not right to curse or swear, anyway.
zeeeeeee
are a good time to put on weight.

I swear I've
probably put on two kilograms.
I study, I eat.
I watch telly, I eat.
I online, I eat.
See? How can I not put on weight.

For Muslims,
y'all probably lost two or three kilos over your fasting month
but you'll probably put it back on over Raya.
Probably. Note that.

Gawwd.. My parents are so crazy organic stuff right now,

This morning, mum made me organic plant milk.
What.
In the world. Is that??
I drank it.
Tasted a little like oatmeal and as if there were leaves on my tongue.
YUCK.

Dad even brought home organic bananas.
A whole bunch.
Yes, freshly-plucked-from-the-tree bunch of bananas.
They are so green.
I think they can last us for a month.

Ooh! I also discovered I don't need to use electricity when I'm studying during the day!
I shifted my study-place to the family hall
(because the table in my bedroom is jam-packed with books and I don't have the space to study anymore XD)
where it's windy so I don't have to switch on the fan.
And the lamp, too - 'cause I've got natural lighting!

WOOO HOOO!! GO GREEN!!!

I heart planet Earth. Save Earth, Go Green.

P.s : Cheryl, Jun Kit, don't bother clicking. Y'all know the website all ready.
And yeah, I'm still on green fever =)
zeeeeeee
After a day of wasted time, I went to tuition.
At least I did something that helped me revise.

Well, after tuition, dad took us to Station One Cafe for supper.
(Very expensive.)
After flipping through the menu for what seemed like a hundred times,
I ordered an Iced Lemon Tea.
Wasn't cheap.
Parents ordered Fish Fillet, noodles, Justea and coffee.

While waiting for our food, my brother and I just crapped,
and sang when they played Umbrella by Rihanna.

When the food finally arrive at out table,
my brothers started fighting for the food.
Mum scolded them a bit.
Dad looked emo(I don't know why)
so I said,"Smile, daddy."and gave him a BIG smile.
He smiled back.
(To Jun Kit: I told you it works.)

When we're all done eating,
mum told me she booked a session for me somewhere
to get a face-wash after PMR.
I was like,"NooooooO"
She said,"If you don't go, I won't let you buy books."
So, what to do?? Gotta go.*grumpy*

I just don't see the point of getting a face-wash.
I mean, my mum went so many times and every time she comes home,
she looks the same.
Complete waste of good money and time.

Ooh!! And my dad says he'll buy me 'Hot, Flat and Crowded'.
It's a book 'bout environmental-saving.
I saw it in The Edge and it is really expensive.
But, hey, if dad is buying this voluntarily, then... Okay!!

While we're talking and arguing,
A performer went on stage and played the (I-think-it's-a-)keyboard while he sings.
He sang some old songs that I heard before but don't know how to sing.
Then, he played what was that?
Oh yeah. Uhm.. You Say It Best When You Say Nothing At All by Ronan Keating.
My brother and I started to sing along while
and my youngest brother covered his face with his comic book, embarrassed.
Then, the customers at a table not far away started to stare and laugh at us.
(What? Y'all never see people sing before izit??)

My dad took a video of us by accident.
(It was supposed to be a photo but he pressed the wrong button)
And we started laughing like mad but we don't know why.

Such a de-stressing night.
I don't want to study ever again!!
But I'll just have to do it, don't I?
Don't everybody?

Well, Zhi Yi, wake up.
Time to work.

P.s : Yi Lin,I did tell you "dare to dream".
Yeah, but don't dream too much.


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